tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73799343588100146452024-03-12T20:29:18.647-07:00Nocturnal. Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-89133969965898409772015-03-29T00:41:00.001-07:002015-03-29T00:43:52.398-07:00Ma?<div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"> <div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/--uxn5q7hKUQ/VRetNcvrsII/AAAAAAAABCY/qTBMK_3niAc/s640/blogger-image--1086596736.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/--uxn5q7hKUQ/VRetNcvrsII/AAAAAAAABCY/qTBMK_3niAc/s640/blogger-image--1086596736.jpg"></a></div><br></div></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I often ask myself what would it be if I were born as somebody else's daughter, would it be better if I were born as another living thing and not a human....I stopped when I realized that there's somebody out there who's wishing to live my life. I love you, mummy. You're annoying sometimes but without you, I would never exist. </div>Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-33560523505598922452014-07-14T21:47:00.002-07:002015-12-11T12:22:41.178-08:00End<div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-FSIQ_Q2aFCE/VmswjtVaMJI/AAAAAAAABC0/CvCsSLV2OEU/s640/blogger-image-1275925052.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-FSIQ_Q2aFCE/VmswjtVaMJI/AAAAAAAABC0/CvCsSLV2OEU/s640/blogger-image-1275925052.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div>Been awhile since I post anything here. Miss me yes, miss me not? Yeap, it's already the last month of 2015. I've just recently celebrated my 17th birthday, finished school and my Prince Charming's gone, forever. <div><br></div><div>I've been so busy, now that I've finished school I might still be so busy finding myself a job. Papers were hard that I can say that I give up my ambition to be a doctor and study either law or TESL. </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>There isn't so many things I've accomplished in 2015; despite the fact that I survived after long years of going to hell- kidding, I'm starting to miss my school, my friends & teachers. </div><div><br></div><div>2015 was the best and the rough year. Aye aye, 2016, please be better. </div>Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-68356397281977695992013-09-29T01:49:00.002-07:002013-09-29T01:52:53.953-07:00just a letter from a stupid fangirl.<div style="text-align: center;">
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that day,<br />
while the other rich fangirls<br />
were having fun at oppars' concert.<br />
me, with the other not so rich fangirls,<br />
were at home,<br />
watching the tv, crying<br />
wishing to meet oppars.<br />
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"How nice would it be if i was richer?"<br />
that question keep running on my mind.<br />
don't know what to do,<br />
stupid tears keep on flowing down.<br />
like a waterfall.<br />
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but gwechana.<br />
it's okay to not having the<br />
chance to meet you.<br />
wae?<br />
because we know that oppars know,<br />
that no matter where we,<br />
the so not rich fangirls are,<br />
we'll always be there,<br />
supporting for oppars.<br />
till the end of the world,<br />
perhaps?<br />
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<span style="color: red;">p</span>/<span style="color: red;">s</span>: you may call me a crazy person, i just don't care anymore. sasaeng fans, stop hurting them, please.</blockquote>
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Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-46706040876012967092013-08-02T07:32:00.001-07:002013-08-02T07:34:51.640-07:00Yay me, I'm still alive<div style="text-align: center;">
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People don't know<br />
things that I've been through.<br />
They only know<br />
things to be judged.<br />
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But I don't care,<br />
cause I<br />
wouldn't mind it,<br />
not at all.<br />
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And I'm glad,<br />
that I don't listen to them talks,<br />
and still alive,<br />
today.<br />
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Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-29232043835967328542013-02-02T14:51:00.000-08:002013-02-02T14:55:47.607-08:00Random post<div style="text-align: center;">
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Yah hi, </div>
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It has been ages since the last time I updated my blog. I've been so busy with my life that makes me feel so lazy to update this blog. So yeah, it's already February 3rd, 2013. I should've update my blog on January 1, but I didn't, cause I'm a lazyass. ToT</div>
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Uhm yeah, life has been so great so far. School. All the teachers who's teaching my class gave us{me & my classmates} a lot of homeworks.... maybe it's because we'll be sitting the PMR this year. Uh, I wish nothing else except getting straight As in PMR. Wish me luck. </div>
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Yknow what, lately, watching Running Man has become an addiction to me. I love Running Man so much & I just don't know why. At first, I used to like Lee Kwang-soo but after watched many eps. of RM, I started to love Kang Garie & hated LKS cause he love to betray the other members. Ugh. Wattafuk's wrong with me, I just don't know. >:(</div>
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Soooooo, I don't know what to say anymore. It's already 7AM & haven't sleep yet HAHAH & now, I feel like taking a nap. I think it's enough for today, till we meet again. </div>
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<i>Mir</i>.</div>
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<i><b>p/s</b></i>: MN, I miss you so much. I want to give you a call, but I'm afraid that I would be a bother so yeah, no. I'm so sorry for all my mistakes. </div>
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Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-37797562848610028432012-12-18T08:34:00.001-08:002015-03-12T23:40:07.517-07:00It's Life<br>
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<br>It's not <i><b>life</b></i> if it doesn't hurt. Be happy always, keep in mind that I got your back. Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-7658067451555669582012-12-16T04:36:00.003-08:002012-12-16T04:36:38.434-08:00It's all 'bout you.<br />
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I heard a song today that reminded me of you. And I cried.<br />
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Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-81830496733054468172012-11-29T13:46:00.002-08:002012-11-29T14:35:27.804-08:00It's okay.<div style="text-align: center;">
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It's okay to not having someone who will always stand still by your side no matter what the society's talking about you. It's okay to not having someone who understand you more and well than yourself did. It's okay to not having someone that you can share your problem and joy with. It's okay. </div>
Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-17751388889793836162012-11-27T07:44:00.003-08:002012-11-27T20:08:26.483-08:00What's wrong with the world?<div style="text-align: center;">
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Isn't it's rude to leave someone that you used to love just like that? Even if you don't need them anymore in your life, you don't need to do em' like that. I know how it feels when someone I love the most leave me... like I'm nothing, and it makes me feel so useless. And I feel shit too. </div>
Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-46034174228845585122012-11-20T14:11:00.001-08:002012-11-20T14:13:00.266-08:00I know there's sunshine behind that rainBahasa Inggeris: 69 B<br />
Bahasa Melayu: 80 A<br />
Geografi: 70 B<br />
KH: 65 B<br />
Mathematics: <i>46 D </i><br />
Pendidikan Islam: 90 A<br />
Sejarah: 80 A<br />
Sains: 69 B<br />
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There you go, my final exam's results. It's pretty bad right? Got only 3As, 4Bs & ID. Ngeh bodoh gila, nasib baik Math tak gagal -.- I will try to work harder for my next examination. The key word is <i>try</i>.Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-72946110820199793592012-10-01T14:55:00.000-07:002012-10-01T14:55:12.934-07:00Hiding the truth.<div style="text-align: center;">
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When I told you that I'm okay, I'm fine, I was just lying. I wasn't okay at all. But seriously, who cares?! Oh how I wish that I've a bestfriend who will always be with me even when I'm sad. God, why don't you just take my life? Because it seems like death is better than life. </div>
Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-76843019701350064852012-10-01T14:50:00.004-07:002012-10-01T14:50:53.402-07:00I'm used to it.<div style="text-align: center;">
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What if I said that I want to run away from my life? Does anyone cares? I bet no one will give a damn fuck about me. Well, I'm just no one in their life. </div>
Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7379934358810014645.post-56030313258584193392012-09-14T13:08:00.002-07:002012-12-11T23:12:48.420-08:00Oh my god.<div style="text-align: center;"><img src="http://www.sadmuffin.net/cherrybam/graphics/photography-autumn/autumn051.jpg" /> </div><div style="text-align: center;">Time flies so fast. & final exam's around the corner. I'm so busy with my life 'till I didn't get any chances on the earth to update my blog. Zzz, anyway, wish me luck for my final exam. Till we meet again, bye! :p</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><blockquote class="tr_bq"><span style="color: red;">p</span>/<span style="color: red;">s</span>: I love you, Mr. Adorable. <3</blockquote>Kidrauhl's Monsta.http://www.blogger.com/profile/00627138570686757561noreply@blogger.com0